August and September are both very intriguing months. It isn't the gentle core of summer that is whispering 'slumber' to your veins and there is vigour in the air. The occasional rain might slow down your spirit but nonetheless, you must walk and keep walking until there is light. "The cultural reference of a clock, is another clock" often ticks like a moment in the soul. For true as it might be, time right in front of me turns into a physical form of distance so often that I am compelled to believe the astral tendencies of light, of odour, of touch and of all sensations I have ever come across. Time, like a galactical phase in twilight and an empty heart of a tin soldier drums across the valley of reason, often imperialistically occupying areas that do not belong to it.
To put it in simpler terms, it is getting harder everyday to accommodate space for dreaming in the moonlight. The way I return home, with a backpack or a fancy tote slacking on my shoulder, ever-eager to eat down my entire fridge after starving due to overwork and with kohl-smudged eyes with workload still attached to my own existence like an invisible halo, I can't help but feel sorry sometimes (while most of the times on the contrary, I do not). I am currently working on the development of two papers, one that would be mostly based on bibliographical and journalistic research and the other on extensive research on at least 6 demarcated academic disciplines. On the top of that,I am authoring another piece of work for a certain annual magazine, have written for a brochure and a local magazine in this while, and am working as an editorial assistant intern for an oral history preservation organisation.
This essentially means I am studying for more than I ever have in my life, driving myself more cynical than I ever have, trying to gasp in air that smells serious all the time. Now, I do not regret this at all. I have never felt so fulfilled with work and so well-placed, well-oriented in a very, very long time. But since this is happening, I get really tired by late midnight and then before I realise anything, I am but running again. I do not get to listen to a lot of different music, do not get to relax much, do not get to work on material that does not define 'work' in the time/space or the intertwined zone I'm currently concerned with. This will continue for at least, the next 6 months - and might continue even further. I am genuinely sorry for not being able to get back in a pace I used to write for the blog (it has been cut down to a 1/3rd of the previous pace) but I swear that the content delivered will not compromise with quality. So, even if I'm coming back every once in a while with one very serious article, that would mean I have dedicated more than half of my life's energy
in getting it done. Also, I hope everyone's doing well and that I'd actually be able to successfully consolidate and deliver what I'm trying to gather right now. See you people soon! Until next time.
To put it in simpler terms, it is getting harder everyday to accommodate space for dreaming in the moonlight. The way I return home, with a backpack or a fancy tote slacking on my shoulder, ever-eager to eat down my entire fridge after starving due to overwork and with kohl-smudged eyes with workload still attached to my own existence like an invisible halo, I can't help but feel sorry sometimes (while most of the times on the contrary, I do not). I am currently working on the development of two papers, one that would be mostly based on bibliographical and journalistic research and the other on extensive research on at least 6 demarcated academic disciplines. On the top of that,I am authoring another piece of work for a certain annual magazine, have written for a brochure and a local magazine in this while, and am working as an editorial assistant intern for an oral history preservation organisation.
This essentially means I am studying for more than I ever have in my life, driving myself more cynical than I ever have, trying to gasp in air that smells serious all the time. Now, I do not regret this at all. I have never felt so fulfilled with work and so well-placed, well-oriented in a very, very long time. But since this is happening, I get really tired by late midnight and then before I realise anything, I am but running again. I do not get to listen to a lot of different music, do not get to relax much, do not get to work on material that does not define 'work' in the time/space or the intertwined zone I'm currently concerned with. This will continue for at least, the next 6 months - and might continue even further. I am genuinely sorry for not being able to get back in a pace I used to write for the blog (it has been cut down to a 1/3rd of the previous pace) but I swear that the content delivered will not compromise with quality. So, even if I'm coming back every once in a while with one very serious article, that would mean I have dedicated more than half of my life's energy
in getting it done. Also, I hope everyone's doing well and that I'd actually be able to successfully consolidate and deliver what I'm trying to gather right now. See you people soon! Until next time.
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